How Ancient are we?
My spiritual awakening came in 2018. I will never forget the moment an owl changed my life forever. It's so convenient for a package I ordered that showed up today with the feather of that animal. (yes, ethically sourced)
I was driving down a back road, taking my son for a ride in my Challenger to help him fall asleep. A barred owl flew into my windshield as I approached a corner. I carefully collected him with a sweatshirt and drove back to cell service. As I drove, the owl remained calm and stared into my eyes the whole 3 miles back to town. I got to my husband’s work to get help, and as we placed the owl down to call for help, he flew away.
In the months that followed, I was intuitively brought to healers, shamans, and psychics. I was battling shadow work and unhealed traumas. As I began to write my story, I opened up, healed, and accessed new intuitive abilities. I did not chase this life. This path found me. As I began diving deeper into spirituality, healing modalities, and searching for my soul tribe, I uncovered things about past life energy. I connected those dots to why I loved things like Atlantis, mythology, and ancient Egypt. Most recently, I met someone who told me about my life as a galactic being and how this was my first incarnation as a human.
You are probably reading this, ok?
Is she crazy?
The truth is, I thought all of this was nuts! I self-sabotaged more times than I can count. I always felt like an outcast and black. Even people from high school mentioned that “you never really had a clique.” This is true; I have always felt like a wanderer for this longing for home. Spirituality became a focus to help me heal from postpartum trauma and awaken my true path. I most recently started looking into the book of Enok and other scriptures, including the emerald tablets.
Many ancient teachings, teachers, and knowledge are available to us, and we must dive deeper, travel the road less traveled, and embrace this new world we are all working towards. My gifts began to develop, and I continued to help others online and receive more feedback about my reading abilities. On a soul level, in addition to Reiki healing and mentoring others to heal their wounded self, I became more comfortable with who I was becoming. Resistance and fear will always try to plague your mind, but the signs, synchronicities, and divine messages are undeniable.
Signs you are ancient
you don’t fit in
you feel like an outcast
connection to certain star seeds, mythology, and ancient civilizations
longing for home
psychic or intuitively gifted
Out paths can take on many different forms and lead us to opportunities to heal and help others gain freedom from their traumas by transcending their trauma through embracing their spirituality. As we begin this quest of aligning and expanding, we will receive a lot of distractions and delays; however, you must find your truth. For someone starting to dive deeper into ancient knowledge and wisdom, remember that many things can be manipulated, and it’s essential to develop a strong connection with your ancestors, guides, and God/source. The rabbit hole you are about to go down can take many twists and turns. Remember to stay faithful and committed. Look for things you feel comfortable with and compare and contrast different resources. Below, I have the resources I found, and I hope you can dive deeper into your quest for deeper meaning, connection, and understanding of how ancient you are. As you embark on this journey, please find out more about your past life/ancient energy and be sure to protect yourself from projection, spiritual attacks, and toxic people. As you start uncovering deeper aspects of yourself, you are vulnerable to attacks from people or darker energies.
Spiritual attacks and protecting your energy
build a space to connect with your spirit team
work with crystals or healing tools
work with Angels/God/Source
limit social media
The online space can be a place where people can prey on others who are healing and expanding their spirituality. Please find supportive communities with whom you can connect—examining how Meditation and other past life recall practices can help you connect deeper with past life energy.